THE QUEEN OF MY DREAMS!

THE QUEEN OF MY DREAMS!

(First and last last meet)



THE QUEEN OF MY DREAMS.. 


Morning alarm ding dong.


I woke up It was 5:20 in the morning and everyone was sleeping,


my eyes are sleepy and I open the door and go out and sit on a wooden ladder,That time my eyes were half closed I was looking at the beautiful black sky..


In my mind a lot of questions were fighting

amongst themselves like,

"Dil aur dimag Ki Jung Jung dimag Ki Jung Jung 

Thi"

She is not good, eats non-veg, does not reply to the messages, Never talks well,she doesn't care about me and I know Status is the biggest thing..I thought of him as negative as I could..

(Mann Udaas Tha Dil Pareshan tha  main Kisi bhi kimat per bus usko Bhula Dena Chahta tha such mai)

Even I did not even know if it was really the girls that I dream of?


Thinking all this, he was looking at the sky


Once I aman told and I also think that, she Be it good or bad,Sacchi Pata Lagni chahie yar.. 

Thinking continuously........ 

"Is bar Bhi Dil Ki Jeet hui Jeet hui"


After a lot of thinking, I really Don't know what comes to my mind?

I'll decide

To meet her!


I go to the room happily. Bring my phone


SWITCH ON,


Unblocked her and message..


"If you don't mind don't mind"


"Can we Meet today"?


After texting, I put my phone on charging.


After this I do my toothbrush and do useless work, it's personal..


I wear my shorts t-shirt and sandal and get ready for the my favorite morning walk,Generally I motivate myself by speaking positive words, breathe in clean air, self talking, peaceful mind and no distractions at all..


But today's day was very different, really very different.Only one topic was going on continuously in my mind, and it's "heer".


I was a bit upset and thinking..


Kahin main table se takra gaya toh..


Mere itne chhote chhote bal hai vo Dekhkar kya sochegi..


T-shirt pehnu ya shirt..


Main nervous Ho Gaya Kuchh Kuchh Bol Na Paya Toh..


Agar t-shirt to button khule rakhunga.. Ya band.. Mujhe to Khule pasand hai..


LOL


(I Was laughing at himself)

Same time,On the way I touch the tree and pray.. "Bus aaj ka din Achcha kar do yr please"


The next tree comes and I speak the


same thing to him.

(Vaise aaj ka din sach mein bahut important tha mere liye liye, mujhe aisa lagta hai Kyunki first and last last impression aaj main usse Jaise baat karunga vo Mujhe Hamesha vaise hi judge karegi, aur Agar Aaj usko Mera behaviour ya Kuchh bhi achcha Nahi Laga to Shayad vo Mujhse Kabhi Na Mile.. Kabhi Nahi.. Ho skta hai message Bhi Na Kare ..yaar ab tum samajh Jao Mere Liye explain karna Mushkil ho rha Hai)


That day i had a very long walk, Sun had also rise.


I'll come to my home totally exhausted and quickly pick up my phone, open Snapchat


I'll said "Jai Shri ram" In my mind


A beautiful girl's message comes..


new message


She texted "Han pr Ek Baje"


"Mai 12:00 Baje Tumhen call karungi


Tm time se aana wait  Nahi karungi"

I was very happy at that time


After some time.


She sent her snap selfie with mask!


"Itni Subah kahan ja rahi ho" Me texted


"Exam hai!"


"Or kha jaaungi itne Subah Subah"She replied

I asked him to call me on text


I knew it she would't call


didn't believe she really called me that time on Snapchat


After such a long time I was listening to his sweet loving voice..


She said "Hello"


Me replies (as always) " aur kaise ho tum?"


she said "theek hun"........


................


...It is difficult to talk for 5 minutes.


After calling

She texted" mera number unblock karo"

That was the best day of my life because it was the most talked day, with such a beautiful hearted girl💞


Mostly There are only one way messages..


After that

I tell my mother that today at 12:00 I will go to my friend's place, He has come from Dehradun today.. and permission granted!


(I lied to my mother, how could I tell the truth? )

SAME DAY AT 10 AM

(Pichhali bar  farewell pe chocolate Nahin De Paya tha Paya tha tha usko, so I decide Mujhe chocolate Deni chahie)


I take out ₹ 200 from my purse and go to shop


Me" chocolate hai Dairy Milk badi wali"


He shows me two chocolates one is 120rs other is  160rs


"I take bigger one 160rs Dairy Milk Silk"It was becoming difficult to hide it kisi ne dhk liya toh Mera Kya hoga..

12: 00 bje

The heartbeat was getting faster.  As time was running out.. It's time to go

I take chocolate and green colored new mask and keep it in my pocket and come home


I Wear white colored shirt and blue jeans, Which I wash couple of weeks ago and did press as well


"bhai Ki taiyari Ek Hafte Pahle Se chalu ho gai thi"

Suddenly her message comes.


Heer"Tum a rahe ho ja meri jaau"


Me" Is pal ke liye 4 saal se Intezar kar raha hun"


"bus 30 minut Mein Aata hun"

My vehicle is too dirty and cleans it quickly.. 

I message her last before leaving..

Me" ab 20 minut Mujhe disturb mat karna"

Heer*"ok"m

"I kick my vehicle"

And my journey begins..

 I am very tense all the way, What will happen, will not speak, do not know anything? I am literally totally confused


And Quite upset inside


"Kyunki Pata hota hai tumhara koi chance Nahi Hai"


Aur fir mere pass Kuchh Bhi to nahi tha..

I have

I had short hair at that time.. I know I'm not looking good..( resion was mysterious) 

My clothes were not good either..

The biggest thing was,My status was also not good..

"Ab Tum Hi batao attitude kahan se aaega baat karne mein"


Usne mujhe ek chance Diya aur mere pass Kuchh Nahin tha"Seva Ek Tute Dil Ke"

 "Fir Bhi Main Apne Tute Hue Dil Ke Tukde ko sameta".. Khud Ko motivate kiya... 

Or

Yah bolane ko meet Thi per I know "it's a date"

Jane Se Pahle hi Main Har man chuka tha.. 


Whatever... 

 I reach Atta approx 

12:40 PM

I was waiting for her and we are on chat


..25 to 30 minutes of our texting was soo..No words ❤..... 

That Time I was really so happy that I can't even explan.

I buying beautiful red roses from a little girl near  metro station, and send snap to "hear"


Heer "Apni mummy ko de dena unko Achcha lagega"


30 minutes pass while texting..


My plan was that I would hide somewhere and surprise him from behind.

O M G

She stepped down from the stairs


And She looks absolute gorgeous


What happened maybe "I lost my consciousness"


"Ding dong" His call comes..


Heer* "KHA ho tum?"


Me* "Yhi hu"


Heer"han dhk liya"

Call cut!


(I really don't know, when does she see me?)

When she seeing me, his expressions are quite normal And there is a huge storm in me,but I do not express.. 

I thought I would go to him and handset him and I would laugh and say.."toh voh Tum Hi Ho vo jo Mere Sapnon Mein Aati Ho Meri Neend churati ho  aur Poochho to bolati Ho Maine Kya Kiya"


But nothing like this happened.


I'll say "aur kaisi ho tum"


Abhishek you did same thing again😒


I was walking a little road side..She speaks side ho jao gadi a rahi hai.


(I was feeling like I am a little 5 year kid)


(Pr Vo bahut pyar se bolti hai)


Then we both enter waao Momos.


I do not know that much.


She takes 160rs momos for us


When she took out 5 hundred Rs note from his pocket..


Me*"I'll pay"


"Ab Khubsurat ladkiyon ke samne bhai ki English Nikalti Hai"




Then


we both sit on the back seat.


Me*"momos bhi mask Phan Kar he khana hai"


Heer*" han tum bhi phen lo"


( and she laugh)


Me*"Tumhari boyfriend ke sath last meet cinema Mein Hi hui thi na, ab Baat Nahin Hoti ussay"


Heer*" Ham Yahan yah baat karna hai kya"


Heer* "aur batao future ka kya plan hai"


...


"Tum nervous ho rahe ho"


Me* Nahin Aisi Baat Nahin Hai


(Per main sach mein nervous ho raha tha us time)


Momos ready hai!........................................................................................  PART 2 

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