MAIN TUMHARE SATH HUN

Main Tumhare Sath Hun Hun

..main bus se travel kar raha tha. Ek kan mai Abhijeet Singh ke gane Baj rahe the aur dusre Kan Ko Maine as-it-is reality se connect kar rakha tha..

Tabhi Kahin Se Mujhe sobbing ki awaaz Aati Aati Hai,Meri Nazar Mere Samne Wali seat per bethi ladki per padti hai,

Pahle mujhe laga Shayad usko Sardi Ho rakhi hai, FIR Jab Meri Najar uski Aankhon per Padi Padi..Uska eyeliner faid ho rakha tha

Aur uski Aankhon Se continuously Aansu Beh rahe the,

Aur vo constantly usko Puche ja rahi thi..

Ab yah seen Dekhkar pata nahin kyon Mere Andar Se Ek Awaz Uthi hai..

baat kr!

Poochh kya hua hai

Aur ho sake to Thodi madad kar

Ab Jaise yah awaz Uthi uske sath sath Ek Aur Awaaz bhi uthi,

Kyon bhai Kis Liye kya lagti hai vo teri,kyon Kisi Ki life mein faltu Mein interfere karna,

ab problem kya ho gai Jab yah sab

Mere mind mein chal raha tha

Galti se unconsciously

Meri Nazar us per tik gyi thi

Aur usne yah Dekha,

Aur Aise expression diye Jaise is Bande ke Irade Nek Nahi lag rahe hain

Main turant samajh gaya Aur Main Apni Najar Ferli khidki ki ke bahar,

Aur FIR Se vo internal dialogue shuru ho gaye

Help kar help Kyon nahin kar raha baat kar

Aur defence main fir Vahi Kyon help kar Kaun Hai va saasu Mein Lagti Hai Teri,

Aur ek baat bata bhai tum Itne introverted ho ki ladki to Dur Kisi ladke se bhi baat nahi

krtey.

To Abhi kya ho raha hai

Aur kaise help Karoge Tumhari Khud Ki Halat dekho yaar,

Matlab us time Tumhare Bhai Ki Halat bahut Buri thi

Meri self-esteem aur confidence na  Zameen Ke  10 feet feet niche daba pada tha

Baat To Dur matlab bol he Nahi Pata Tha

ab is bich Kya Hota Hai,

Use ladki ko ko ping!! Karke ek message Aata Hai

Jo Maine suna pr safety k liye Main Apni Mundi abhi Khidki ki taraf hi Mod Rakhi hai aur Tirchi Najar se,

haa Tirchi Nazar Se bhai dekhne ki koshish kar raha  hai ki Kya Hua hai

Aur Dekha To Pata Chalta vo Chaha Kar Bhi Apne facial expression ko control Nahin Kar Pa rhi hai,

jo wo vo eyeliner tha tha vo ek dum

pura fade ho chuka hai aur aur uske Aansu continuous Bahe ja rahe hain

aur yah sab Main Tirchi Najar se Dekhe ja raha hun

is bich Mere andar ke Jo do voices The maine unko identify kar liya tha  Ek Tha

self-centered Abhishek jain

Aur dusra tha selfless Abhishek jain

(That time I'm jain..Abhishek jain)

Ab Jo self-centered tha vo ekadam practical tha facts on logic per Hi Hi Baat Karta Tha

Pr jo selfless tha vah ekadam kind Tha empathy or sympathy se Bhara hua tha

aur vo cheezo ko connect kar pa raha tha

aur vo abhi bhi bol raha tha ki help Kyon Nahi kar raha?

Thodi Si madad kar de Naa..poochh kya hua hai..

Kya hoga  Mar jayega kya?

defence main self centered  Abhishek

kya lagti hai abhi Tumhari sasuma etc...

Isko Kismat Kahenge ya pata nahin..

Meri Najar phir se use per tik Gai thi

Nahi Nahi  Meri Tirchi Nazar us per tik Gai thi

Aur is bar usne Jo gusse Se Dekha na,

I thought,

Ki bhai help karni hai to karo Nahin Karni to to mat karo help or phir help welp to dur ki bat hai Ek thapad Kar ke bus se bahar Jarur nikal Diye jaaoge..

To main man banaya Apne self-confidence Ko Jameen ke 10 feet se khech Ke ground level per Lekar aaya or mundi Sedhi ki,

Ladki Ki Aankhon Mein Dekha,

aur usko teen Jaadui Shabd Bole,

Kaise Ho Aap?

Sab badhiya?

(Matlab Bandi ro rahi hai Aankhon Se Aansu Bahe ja rahe hain

aur yah bandar aake bolata hai kaise ho aap? matlaabb.. matlab kyaa..bhai ko baat karni nahi aati  thi tb,

Scene Kya Hota Hai

vo Ladki bhi ek dum

Khatarnak Nikalti Hai

ekadam alag Hi Baat Karti Hai

Bolati hai,

"Main bahut badhiya hun Itni Khush hun Itni Khush hun..  Ki Main Bata Nahi sakti tum apne kam se kam Rakho aur smart banne Ki Koshish Na Karo"

Maine kaha yah Kya Ho Gaya Yaar

Bhejti kar di di isne to

Ek to itni mushkil se iski  help karne ki koshish kar rahe hain confidence badhe ke

Or isne to bhejti kar de..

Vahan per Jo aunty Thi vo Bhi Mujhe ab shak Bhari Nigahon se dekh rahi thi

Ab Jo Mera  confidence tha Jisko Mein 10 feat Upar Lekar Aaya Tha vah 20 feat niche gussa pada hai,

Bhai Khud Se 5..6 waade kar chuka hai

Ki Sab ladkiyan kutte hoti hai hoti hai, Hamesha Galt he  samajhti hai, aaj ke bad bad Kisi ladki se baat hi nahi Karenge,

Mundi Hamesha Khidki  ki taraf hi Rakhenge,

Bahar Bhi Koi Ladki dekh Gai to Aankh Hi band kar band kar lenge, abe shaadi hi nahin nahin hi nahin nahin Karenge main almost Brahmachari ki taraf he ja  raha tha ...

tabhi Mujhe Achanak ek realisation hua

Ki Main Sahi hu jo Meri intentions Hain vo sahi hai,Meri Niyat saaf Hai,  I wanted to help her naa, Fir main kyon Dar raha hu,

aur bhai ab Baat Izzat Ki Thi  aur sirf apni hi najron Mein Nahi vo aunty Jo Mujhe shak Bhari Nigahon se dekh rahi thi Mujhe unko bhi proof karna tha ,

Bhale hi meri koi nahi lagti per phir bhi,

bhai ka ego hurt  Ho Gaya Yaar,

to maine Khud Ko charged up Kiya Khud Ko motivation se booster Kiya

aur

fir

se

Main

Usko

do Kamal ke shabd Bole

Dekho bahan ji

han Main han Main Main Usko bahan ji bola ab dekho Ek free tip hai..

jo ladki is illusion Mein hoti hai hoti na Ki Sab ladke Mujhpe  hi Marte Hain is illusion Se Usko   bahar nikalne ke liye bahan ji bol do,

   Apne is illusion Se Na Jameen per a Jayegi pakka bol raha hun

aur fir..

Bade respect se

" Dekho bahan ji main aap ko Rote Hue ko Rote  Hue Dekha  and I just want to help you if I can and it's fine agar aap share nahin karna chahti to  I can understand that it's personal personal  but I wish whatever it's going through going through.. aur FIR vaise bhi 15 minut bad Mera stop a jaega  ad I'll leave but till that time.. "

bhai Mujhe yah Nahi Pata main kyon bola Kis  Liye bola  bola bus maine bol diya yaar till that time.. "MAIN TUMHARE SATH HU"

Use Din Mujhe teen chij Pata Chali

First aap ki personality Kaisi bhi ho

  Agar aapki Baton Mein sacchai Hai Na

to aapke andar Ek Kamal ka confidence Aata Hai..."true confidence comes from truth"

Second cheez agar aap Kuchh Sahi kar rahe ho na Tu Daro mat Bindas bolo,

Aur Teesri..Khubsurat Anjan Anjan ladkiyon ke samne bhai ki English Nikalti Hai..

To vo Kuchh Nahin boli aur confuse ho gayi per Jo aunty Baithi thi  na Unki Aankhon Mein Main Khud Ke Liye Ijjat Dekhi,

Ab us ladki ko ek call aata hai aur vo uthati hai

aur hello bolane ke bad vo sirf sunti Hai Jaise Samne Se Usko Koi bahut Kuchh Suna raha hai  aur Fir 5..6 minut sunane ke bad ke bad she was like.. Akashhhh suno.. Akasshhhhhh.. aur Samne wala hangup kar deta hai..

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Part 2 Coming Soon..